Man... Ha i have been sitting here for the past like 20 mins just staring at my flight plans and all that jazz.... I honestly have no idea what to think right now. My last full week of being a missionary. Bitter sweet does not even come close to describing the feelings that i have right now. I honestly dont know how to feel. For the past two years my life has not been my will, or at least i have tried to make it so. The last two years have been life changing, I have been saved by my mission. I live in probably one of the weirdest places on the face of the planet or at least the most opposite place of our beloved small town Tremonton. But i have come to love the people more than anything in the world. Ha i dont know if i have said this but in my patriaricle blessing it tells me that i will go and "serve a very special people". And i have, for the past two years i have served Gods children of the Pittsburgh Pennsylvania mission. I have tried my hardest to help our Father in Heaven bring to pass the immortality and eternal life of man. I have one week remaining but i have full confidence in saying that i have given it my all...

Ah really i have no idea what to say right now haha. I get to see yall in just over a week... When did this even happen. Ha i dont even know how to be a normal person any more... Or that is how i feel right now haha... This is one of the hardest letters i have to wright right now. So if i dont email next week it will be because next week will be even harder ha. Just ask me tons of questions and that will probably be the only way i will be able to email you next week ha... 

I am doing really good i am getting fed real well this week! Its all bitter sweet but yeah i have a meal every night this week, last night we had two. That was ROUGH! This next week i am just trying to make it as full as possible ha i just want to stay busy so far so good! We have a few lessons with some new people so that will be sweet! I head to the mission home in a week from today. I go to one last transfer meeting and then yes i spend the night there in the mission home. There aint to much you can do just pray haha like you said :)... That is sweet to hear about Andrea!! I am so happy for them! Tell Nic that i am proud of him as well!! And Savannah is a boss!! I love you all so much!

Elder Dennison